To Quit or Not To Quit?

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There's something that's been on my mind lately, and it's quitting my job.

Don't get me wrong, I actually really enjoy working for Subway. It's a blast, my coworkers are a dream team, and being forced into a social situation that I cannot get out of has actually helped my social anxiety tremendously. But lately I've been having all of these artistic urges and fancies, with so little time to actually focus on them. As it is I work 6 days a week, 5 to 8 hours a day. It's not too bad, but because of all the socializing I do at work, I'm incredibly exhausted when I get home, so I don't have the energy to sit down and draw.

I have a few dilemmas about this situation. For one thing, I want to move to Washington as soon as I can, and that requires me to save money, so I'd have to stay with this job for a few months just to make that happen. For another thing, I'm still trying to get my truck fixed so that I can get to Adult Education and get my diploma, and I want to get that done before I move out.

I'd like to pursue my art a little more seriously, I'm just not sure what direction to take it in. Do I start with speedpaints on YouTube? Do I just continue building up my skill and uploading to deviantArt? The past couple years I've only drawn a couple handfuls of times, but the one thing that really got me back into drawing was Steven Universe. The art style, use of colors, the general themes all inspire me so much. I've been watching a lot of speedpainters lately on YouTube too, and that's been really inspiring me to get back into drawing, too. 

I bought a tablet a couple months ago, and I've only played around with it a couple times. I'd like to start being more consistent and uploading things more often, even if they're just sketches or WIP. Today I finished a Deviant ID, and I'm pretty pleased with it! I'm hoping that will continue my momentum.
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